I do hope all your newyear's started better than mine, but I do hope we can all make the best out of 2010!

I didn't sleep, while I lay in bed at 3.30 a.m. And after that I started throwing up at 6 a.m. I think the food just fell wrong or something. I didn't drink too much or ate something weird. So.. That sucks. I don't feel ill or anything, just throw up this morning. I hope I'm not coming down with somthing, it's my birthday in two days! (the 3rd)I'm growing old.

Well anyway, let's make the best out of it once again this year I don't do resolutions, only not to make them. (and I succeeded in that) So I am not able to share them with you.


Luv you, <3

Raeven


There are still slots for a free sketch
Anyone interested?

Slots:
1.) - kitsune
2.) - Chad
3.) - Ulquoirra
4.) - Lexa
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I don't know if I can call this day good or bad due to horseriding.

I fell off the pony I was riding (Daisy) THREE times in one hour today. I've never fallen of a horse before, yet I ride alot. I'm not scared of falling, it's just... I was already scared to have this lesson because we went jumping and my body is getting worse and worse. But I went there, thinking I'd make it a good lesson. We rode with only three of the five persons who normally rode. So we had much individual time. But I rode Daisy bareback.. Which is quite a stupid idea, because it's a fairly small pony and is known to throw people off and act crazy SOMETIMES. Not always. She has never thrown me off before, and I've ridden her quite some times, bareback too. And I've jumped with her too. But now, we rode towards a hurdle, and she just landed a bit weird, and she's a short pony so I rolled off.. And could barely escape one of her hooves. I stood up and stepped on again to proceed the lesson. Not impressed the least. But a few jumps later, she just stopped right in front of the hurdle, so I fell not too hard, but I fell with my back on the beams. But again, I stood up and got on again. I won't let a pony scare me! Never. But by then she had discovered it was a nice game to get me off. So she stopped many times, or tried to run away from the hurdle. My body is quite bad so I couldn't quite handle that. And one time she ran towards the right, and I fell off again. Still holding the reigns , I won't let go. But that was the third time falling already. Yet I still got up, whiped some sand of my clothes and got up again. Struggled with her until I won and she listened. And then she did everything perfectly, she walked like an angel and our last jump was as if we were flying. It was awesome. I learned alot this lesson, but it's not really the right way to do it. I've had the chance to examine the sand close-up three times.. dah..
Well, it frustrated me that I fell three times. It confirms the state of my body, and horseriding is my relax-moment in my hectic week, it hurts me mentally when it doesn't work. But I missed a lesson ehm.. two weeks ago I think.. I'm going to retake it friday, so I'll be riding again soon, which I think is a good thing. I'll never give up, even if I fall off fifty times in one lesson.


I love you all,

Raeven



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There are still slots for a free sketch
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Yeah..
Sunday, my foot got bruised. Badly.

Actually, Urziena (the friesian horse) walked over it accidentally. And it HURTS I tell you. I went to the dokter today, who sent me to the hospital for pictures. It's not broken, that's a relief. Because then it would take longer to heal. But this hurts more. So I don't know what I should be happy about.
And I'm going to a cremation today.

But besides all that, I'm feeling good I love my girlfriend to pieces, which makes me the happiest person alive.

Raeven

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the first 10 people who comment on this journal about the sketches will get a free sketch, but, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment...You still qualify.

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(3. Only only(and only ONE) character per person.

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EVERYBODY KNOWS

It's a conspiracy against me!

Suus is going to ask me proparly, Friday the 13th (9months after the first time we ever kissed) but she's planning HOW. She as some mischievous plans. AND I DON"T KNOW. But all my friends know how!

My classmates and good friends are plotting, they tell me all day 'I know, we know, you dont know'... Agh going crazy already! And there's still weeks to go. *cry*


Isecretlylikeitbutit'salsoveryannoying.

Raeven

Am I stupid?

I am OR making the worst mistake Or having the best thing in my life.

Suus and I are, almost back together. She stayed over for dinner, then she stayed over the night. We've talked alot, and didsomeotherthings. I've said to her, if she wanted to be with me, she'd have to make a comitment. Tell her friends that she's with me, and be honest about things.

She said she would.

I've said to a friend I'd never take her back, even if she'd come begging. But I did. And my head is still doubting if I made the right choice, but my heart screams : YES. This is our final chance. I've said I do not want to repeat what we've already done. How it had ended.

I've just send my closest friends a thank-you email. But I want to thank everybody here too. (again)

I have to see what happens, but I am going to enjoy every single bit of it.
I've said to Suus if she wants to be my girlfriend, that she'll have to ask me proparly, and she's planning things. Help?


Raeven



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1) Choose one of your own characters.
2) Make them answer the following questions.
3) Then, tag three people.
4) Feel free to add some questions of your own.

Character- Raeven (myself mostly)

1) What gender are you?
Girl

2) What is your age?
18 years

3) Do you want a hug?
*Loves hugs*

4) Do you have any bad habits?
I think too much.. AND I am sarcastic. A lot.

5) What is your favorite food?
hmmmm, chocolate?

6) What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Banana

7) Are you a virgin?
no *giggle*

8) Have you killed anyone?
No, wouldn’t dare.

9) Do you hate anyone?
No

10) Do you have any secrets?
Yes, life consists of it.

11) What is your favorite season?
Fall and winter, my fur keeps me warm.

12) Who are your best friends?
AnnaaElsa

13) What are your hobbies?
Taking a walk, napping, sitting and watching, running.

14) What is your favorite drink?
Saké

15) When is your birthday?
Same as me, 3th January

16) What age did you die?
Yet to come?

17) Are you nice or mean?
Nice overall. But can be very angry.

18) What do you think of your creator?
We’re similar.

19) What is your weakness?
Being in love!

20) How long can you stay under water?
a minute. Maybe two.

21) What do you do on a regular day basis?
sleep, walk around, check on friends.

22) Do you love someone?
Yes <3

23) Does that person love you back?
YESH <3

24) Do you like me?
uh, yeah?

25) What do you consider fun in the day time?
teasing friends

26) At night?
sleeping next to my girl

27) Do you like meatballs?
why not?

28) Do you like Chef Boyardee's meatballs?
Dunno!

29) Are you gay?
yes.

30) Say that you were trapped in a closet with your lover for 2 days straight. What do you do if you start to starve in ONLY A 2-DAY RADIUS?
talk about other things and find out in what closet we are (food cabin?)

31) Wow, really?
yes. Really.

32) What is your place of origin?
Ilonka’s mind!

33) Who are your parents?
Nobody!

34) Are you wearing underwear right now?
No. BOBCATS don’t do that.

35) What's your occupation?
nuting really

37) Do you have a phobia?
spiders.

38) Is this quiz over?
only if this is the last question?