Frustrating Friday

Yeah, this is how I felt friday.
I was soooo exited about my coming horseridinglesson. For two weeks already. Because we were going to jump hurdles (is this the right word? Idk.. )
Anyway, I had to ride on Ringo. Which is a super cool horse, but the largest of the whole riding school. And he has something with his head so he keeps swinging it up and down sometimes. Soooo, he's fast. And difficult.

ANd ofcourse, I couldnt use my right leg. My knee was hurting soo bad. I couldnt do anything. I wore a brace, and tried everything. But I rode like an idiot. I couldn't make him walk the corners right and we approached the hurdles slanting.

It was dangerous, so I stopped halfway the lesson. I threw off the saddle and just rode around and didn't jump anymore.

And people asked me, WHY I still ride horses. Because it is my PASSION. And I cant do anything else anymore. ****it. And when the only thing I can still do fails, I get frustrated. Really really frustrated. After we were done with riding and brushing and we had put away the horses in the stable I just,, cried. My friend was there (thank god) and she helped me. I never cry in front of anybody. Well, Urziena, but thats different.

Sorry for the long rant. I'll say something about the drawing now.
I felt soo bad friday. After everything. I just sat in my room and cried. And drew. And cried. Drew this while crying.
Yeah.
And Shego is just a great character to expess my feelings with, sorry for her she has to be sad.

ok I'm done now.


Pencil & Chinese ink
Time taken: 1 hour

Shego © Kim Possible/ Disney
Art © Me